Shredded Wheat
The mind does wonders sometimes...
i read CLoud's blog from yesterday and well it hit home for many reasons. Why is it that people.... *stops*...Let me re-phrase that, why is it that i listen to people and don't always hear what they say? Yes, i am admitting that i do do it. It takes me a long time to believe the positives / compliments that people tell me, though it only takes only once to digest the negitive. (And then i harp on it).
Here's something, ... i do not believe that i am saying this in an open forum... *shaking head* i do not do well when left alone. Not necessarily being secluded, just left alone without being able to communicate with someone. i let past experiences judge what is happening in the current... i assume things. *sighs*
Wasn't i taugh, and retaught to never Every assume anything? Wasn't i taught to ask before making up my mind on something this way i have all the facts? Sadly so i put myself in a situation again. i wonder if a good spanking would have helped me focus and feel all the good.
This past Sunday i heard a story, one that i heard before, this time it clicked. Thank you morningstar. It made me realise so many things. Sometimes the things that are right in front of me i will not be able to see until someone points it out. Sure, i might feel silly right then and there, in the end there is a great outcome to it though. The lightbulb went on, the big "Oh" (not that kind of Oh... *shaking her head to those that enjoy switching my words*)
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CLoud asked in the post of my last blog, is it pup or is it current... i'm not sure how to answer that yet. There are questions and things that i need to settle before W/we know that answer.
i say this as the tears come down, i did not ever want to be a yoyo, it isn't fair to CLoud or to anyone else. Am i ashamed, yes. ....
ah, the mind does odd things at times
i read CLoud's blog from yesterday and well it hit home for many reasons. Why is it that people.... *stops*...Let me re-phrase that, why is it that i listen to people and don't always hear what they say? Yes, i am admitting that i do do it. It takes me a long time to believe the positives / compliments that people tell me, though it only takes only once to digest the negitive. (And then i harp on it).
Here's something, ... i do not believe that i am saying this in an open forum... *shaking head* i do not do well when left alone. Not necessarily being secluded, just left alone without being able to communicate with someone. i let past experiences judge what is happening in the current... i assume things. *sighs*
Wasn't i taugh, and retaught to never Every assume anything? Wasn't i taught to ask before making up my mind on something this way i have all the facts? Sadly so i put myself in a situation again. i wonder if a good spanking would have helped me focus and feel all the good.
This past Sunday i heard a story, one that i heard before, this time it clicked. Thank you morningstar. It made me realise so many things. Sometimes the things that are right in front of me i will not be able to see until someone points it out. Sure, i might feel silly right then and there, in the end there is a great outcome to it though. The lightbulb went on, the big "Oh" (not that kind of Oh... *shaking her head to those that enjoy switching my words*)
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CLoud asked in the post of my last blog, is it pup or is it current... i'm not sure how to answer that yet. There are questions and things that i need to settle before W/we know that answer.
i say this as the tears come down, i did not ever want to be a yoyo, it isn't fair to CLoud or to anyone else. Am i ashamed, yes. ....
ah, the mind does odd things at times
posted by pup | 10:50 AM
3 Comments:
why not let tammy ask the question and she can decide just do not let this (i) person in on the discussion tends to put thoughts in peoples heads that never were there.
current:
i want to know what the hell did i say on Sunday?????????
morningstar (owned by Warren)
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CLoud,
i'd have to agree with You. *smiles softly*
morningstar,
to answer your question, you told the story of being swatted by Sir, while He was asking you a question and you did not know the answer, until someone told you the answer. Thank you for sharing that experience of yours... seems that things happen in life for a reason.
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